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10.38 A.m

1/1/2009

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First Blog of 2009

Feel privileged to be privy to this historical event

LMAO

I have already finalised my new years’ resolutions.

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NEW YEARS RESOLUTION FOR 2009

1. Lose weight 35lbs

Hahaha okay I know this is on every girls resolution and that it was my resolution last year as well and I did lose 18 lbs but I put it back on in about 5 months ahaha

But this time it will be FINAL and since the ends always justify the means it doesn’t matter HOW I do it…..

2. Be a nicer person as a whole being

Okay, I want to be a nice person…notice I said ‘nicer’ not nice because I am already nice heh but obviously not modest: p

3. Stop judging people on their appearance.

I can’t help it its almost automatic..like she looks like a bitch I better stay away from her or he looks like such a sleaze I better avoid conversations with him …..i hate myself for doing it but I can’t help it so I’ll try and stop myself from doing it…..try.

4. Try out new things and take more risks.

5. Hug people more

I know right? What does that even mean? Well I’m incapable of hugging people like I just can’t Ill just stand there like a limp fish and they’ll do the hugging…but I’ll try this year.

6. Less Swearing.

I mean I’m not like a swear junkie but the odd this or that come out Lols like when I’m surprised or angry or yea …..annoying but it happens.

Well I can’t think of anything else but when I do ill just edit in into my post..

Gonna go see “Yes Man” now with Jim Carrey…should be a laugh. :D

Bwye Bwye.

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11. Pm New Years Eve

30 Mins before Countdown

51 Mins before 2009

My mind’s in two pieces and I don’t know who to believe.

A friend of nearly 5 yrs who’s other nature I’ve never knew about..

Or a stranger who described to me who she really is and her behaviour when I’m not around.

Description to a tee and things that the old friend would not bother to explain.

If you cant explain those pictures and those phone calls….if you lied about her staying at your place once when I know she was there more than 3 times…why should I believe anything else you say.

It’s going to be New Year’s soon and maybe I don’t want you in my life in 2009.

Maybe I really want to believe the stories even if they’re not true because I don’t care anymore…about you.

So, He rings me up 30 mins before the new Years countdown drunk to try and convince me to give you a chance.

I give him 18 mins of my time to convince me……he half succeeds.

But in the back of my mind I think….why isn’t she trying to convince me herself why is he?

But as I knew you for that long I will give you another chance to redeem yourself and HE’S not coming.

This is between you and me.

I don’t bring anyone and you don’t bring anyone.

We will meet up this week or whenever I am bothered and if you cannot explain yourself and just try to cry your way out if it….Well its Good bye then.

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