I've been spending the majority of this, the second day of Febuary, just thinking on some things. Strengths, weaknesses, the past, the future and all those little odds and ends in between. The common joy and problem in my life, unfortunately seems to be the people that I call friends. Some of them I'll never regret being friends with. Most of them in fact helped me through the toughest times in my teenage life. But when it comes right down to it. A good 75% of my high school friends are total jerks now. It hurts to think that but in all honesty it's true. The people that has promised to always be there seemed to have been the liars, with only a few acceptions. Who'd of thunk that after all the crap we all went through that I could be so easily replaceable. But I guess that's how life is. I just have to forget it and move on with MY life. We'll always be friends/civil to each other. But i'm not going to waste time trying to be somewhere I'm not wanted.

It's not like I don't have any fantastic friends. Truthfully the people I'm the closest to now are the greatest friends I could have ever dreamed up. New years eve and most of the days following have shown me who's always going to be true to me and I thank every star in the sky that I mean as much to them as they mean to me. I would be lost without them and they all know who they are cause I make it known to them all the time just how much they've made my life better.

In all seriousness, Thank you. And Im pretty satisfied with all my heart.

"When it hurts to look back and your scared to look ahead you can look beside you and your best friend will be there." - Unknown



Oh, did i mention that i was maried?
No? Oh how could it have slipped my mind?
His name's Alex.
Amd that's all you need to know homewrecker :D.