Thin is IN

Third time lucky

2009-07-03T22:02:00.006+10:00

Ugh you know what?
I shouldnt even be blogging now. Ive blogged THREE FRIKKIN TIMES TODAY.
its just ..
its just..........

FUCK I HATE COCKROACHES GOSSH!
OMG I WANT TO EXTERMINATE THE WHOLE SPECIES OF THOSE SHIT! :-(
Just now, I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth only to catch something black moving in the corner of my eyes. I turned out slowly and went still as my eyes layed on that monstrosity.
I held my breath and slowly inched away.
*Pause*
Which got me thinking. Why DO we hold our breaths??...it actually doesn't make any sense I mean if your facing danger that last thing you'd want is to restrict oxygen from going to your brain...Long story short I pulled my dear old dad away from his game to help me with my dilemma. He just snickered and went on about how its more scared of me than i am of it bla bla bla..
then proceeded to grab it! I mean he had newspaper but STILL EWW FRIK GOD LOL.
I ran to my room and locked the door

:/

AND WHY WONT FACEBOOK LET ME CHANGE MY NAME BACK OMFGG??

I went from

Amal Rabbidavong
to
Amal Rabbisavanh ( courtesy of Linna )

But it wont let me go back to Amal Rabbi FML T____T

So Ive come to the conclusion that the person in charge of name changing on facebook is Laos.

KHOI BORHUK JAO FACEBOOK!! :(

LOL! WTH

2009-07-03T19:49:00.009+10:00

LMFAO!

LMFAO!

Pam my wife linked me to the funniest vid.
It starrs fellow UTS-er Mustafa who is doing.....

Something, Im still not quite sure of.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING MUS???!!! AHAHAHHAHHAHHHHAHHA"

OF course, Being the kind & nice friend I am I decided to post it. ;D

Amal over and OUT! xDDD
In other news Im seeing transformers again tomorrow.
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Phat Thoughts

2009-07-03T14:56:00.014+10:00

Gotta Get me some Happy Pills Nigger

OMG.

OH MY GOD.
='(
It is official.
I think .....like a fat person.
So your probably wondering...how DO fat people think.?
Do they even think differently to average sized people?
Well yes. Yes they do
Let me show you.

Scenario Uno:
I decided for some fat reason to eat TWO packets of Migoreng yesterday.I was making it
preparing the veggies and what not and all of a sudden I noticed something in the corner of my eye...a plate of rice. Yes. Im making noodles BUT the rice just somehow called out my name. Now if it was ONE packet of migoreng. It wouldn't be such a big deal. BUT IT WAS TWO. I mean my plate was already overflowing for godsakes. And you know what I thought? The first thing that popped into my head when I seen the plate? " Well if i dont eat it now..someone else will later" WTF. WTF. Like, some might call it selfish thinking. I just call it FAT. =[ I mean I could have easily just thought...."Il leave it for another time"...or " Maybe someone else in my family might feel like rice.." but NOOOOOO. I had to have all to myself LOL. Even as I type this im stuffing my face with pizza hahaha. *pause* I hate myself.

OMG LOL LMFAO FACEBOOK BETRAYED ME.
My current name is: Amal Rabbinavong
Im...LAOS NOW? ROFL.
ARRGGH FAIL wont let me change back >-(

On other news:
I got a domain name yeaay!! For free too ;p
It should be up and running in two days I hope. tee hee~~! no more blogspot.com

Gotta love those MSN moments

10:22 PM) Jono>>:hey whats an amalbolism?
(10:22 PM) Amalbolism:LOL!!
(10:23 PM) Jono>>:so what i can gather is
Metabolism is the amount of energy (calories) your body burns to maintain itself. Whether you are eating, drinking, sleeping, cleaning etc... your body is constantly burning calories to keep you going.
(10:23 PM) Jono>>:so the application of amals in order to maintain a balance within an environment?
(10:23 PM) Jono>>:so maybe, amalbolism is your presence within a group of people to maintain social order?
(10:25 PM) Jono>>:what u think?

harharhar Jono you funny bastard ;D
Better than Jeffrey's theory of amalbolism.
Which I wont even mention.
God he's an ass sometimes ;p

Life is passing me by

2009-07-02T00:31:00.013+10:00

Na Jo Ah Hae Chul eyo?-
That is what I wish to say to him the most...

I have a headache.
Its pounding.
Raging.
It throbs non-stop.
Im sick of it.
Yes, Im sick of being sick. It S.U.C.K.S.
Ugh. Its nearly 1 a.m and i cannot sleep. No its a problem my sleeping patterns been all screwed up since uni exams. I havnt been sleeping properly.Going to bed at 5 in the morning and waking up at 1 p.m has become a sad routine i wish to break. Esp since im sick. Im pretty sure gerald gave it to me ^^ haha. He feels bad awwww Its mkaaay Ger ;D
Get better soon!~
So Im sick and Im eating ice cream FML T__T.
Ice cream cake to be specific aha.
Its like im punishing myself its soo sad.
Plus im watching Fullhouse
( Thanks Sally for letting me borrow it ~~ ILY GIRL )
LEE YOUNG-JAE STOP YELLING- Its increasing my headache soo much FML.
He yells at everything its starting to irk me a bit . >~[
Anyway omg im like so in love with the soundtrack downloaded every song except for one.
~~Byul - I Think I~~
~~Lee Bo Ram- Geu Deh Ji Geum~~

~~Full House (Instrumental)~~

Why- Un Myung

RAGE when I try to download it I can only find the instrumental :(
which is fine but i wanna hear HIS HOT VOICE TOO FUCK UGH.
Ironically enough all this korean watching has gotten me craving for
korean food. But All my friends are broke T__T.
Now im all depressed AND sick GAAA. :( :( x Infinity
On a lighter note I just managed to download the FULL ACTUAL and NOT instrumental song un myung.
tee hee.
..............................
Il just go listen to it for a bit then go to bed fml.
ta ta xoxo
Im out NITE NITE

Current State: Annoyed. I think you all know why.
=[
Is swine flu prevalent a lot in Melb? LOL

I lagged Im sorry Blog

2009-07-01T14:06:00.007+10:00

I fucking need a job.

Im sorry for the lack of blogging :(
Its been too long I know.
wait
BRB

............................................

Back.
I know :(
The last time was four months ago..probably more.& It was on a Wednesday too. Freaky.
Il be loyal now. 5 weeks till Uni starts again. Lord know I have nothing else to do.
Everyone seems to be working or broke. UGH.
FML. & all ive been doing is stuffng my face with carbs and being sedentary. * BAD AMAL BAD*
So apparantly the costs for water consumption increased? Mum tried to give me a lecture today.
Tried being the key word. Rolling my eyes i just remarked that the lecture would be better saved for my idiot older brother who seems to be the one to always take the longest in the shower. srsly. Its soo WTF to me that my only male sibling takes longer to get ready than all the girls in the house combined. But whatever..
Senn Transformers on Monday with Maddest guy Gerald, Sally and Pam. It was ACE. I found it way funnier than the first one. The only con to the movie i could think of is that it lacked character introduction..all these new bots and not much intro about them..kinda sucked..Isabel Lucas was sooo random O.O
& OMFFFG can't wait for Harry Potter ( Im totally booking tix for IMAX) and Gi.Joe. I have a feeling itl be soo epic.
and NO Pam its not only becuase Channing Tatum is in it. ;p

(y)

Current Craving: Im craving Jap Food.

Euro Tour

2009-02-18T13:18:00.003+11:00

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*sigh*
I think im deleting my blogger account ......
im jst i dunno.................too lazy anymore? is that it?
I mean ill see how it goes tho.....
Umm so my science orientation thingy is on tomorrow and hopefully
ill have a chance to speak to other students before Uni starts nxt week
I have decided to go overseas at the end of my second year in Uni
ill head to where family is of course mum really fusses too much
New years @ My uncle's place in New York and christmas in London,UK
& den of course the major euro trip planned for me and my sister we'll be heading EVERYWHERE from Milan, Paris, Berlin, and of course Zurich itll be heaven to get away but thats of course after my Uni finishes and hopefully ill have a job in the private hospital industry
So um yea the reason for me deleting blogger is that im going to be really busy @ Uni 5 days a week...THATS RIGHT! me having bad luck for picking medical science and it involves pracs and lab work so its going to be really hard but ill have to survive especially if i want to go to Sydney Uni for my second and third year :D
Anyway watching Vampire knight atm Guilty that is and im up to Ep 6 hehe

TATA

Whats the point in 2009?

2009-02-11T10:28:00.004+11:00

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OMG I AM IN LOVE UTTERLY WITH MY NEW SHOES
or sorry as i like to call them my shoots as in Boots/Shoes
I knew the first time i seen Posh beckham and marykate wearing this
i would be the sole owner i know of who has them *sigh*
Just updating cuz staus on fb lol i miss them soo much
Im getting braces soon you guys big news huh ?
Hopefully Damon braces too.....And these muffins were to Die for yummmy

Pancakes Galore :)

2009-02-09T10:58:00.005+11:00

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BEFORE PANCAKES CONSUMPTION

AFTER PANCAKES CONSUMPTION

Man we were soo stuffed lol couldnt literally move more like 20 WHOLE min and the waitress looked really pissed cuz the place was starting to crowd and they needed seats hehe but i mean it wasnt our fault that they stuff the pancakes the big and expect us to quickly dash out after we finish eating i mean hello! we are human lol and then the waitress was telling us this funny story of how these couple forced themselves to finish it and then puked everywhere after but i mean i cant help it i HAVE to force myself if i pay for something i have to eat it or else whats the point?
And tomorrow i have to go a chocolate san churro restuarant but ill be sure to post yummy pics!

You never know who to trust...

2009-02-06T10:15:00.005+11:00

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Umm so yea good news got an offer for medical science @ UTS so now im switching from forensics to that..mainly because the workload will be much lighter and the job market will ge HUGE..i mean forensics sounds fun and all but being realistic there job field is limited so medicine it is!!
Day 5 on my diet and i feel really good...kinda worried about the dessert buffet i will be attending for Valentine's Day at the crossroads bar...also kinda swaying between all you can eat at Suminoya Jap BBQ which wont be bad for my diet but ulimately that wont kill the logic that Valentines=Sweets !!

Abby called from melb telling me that she had to warn me about rumours one of my sister's so called freinds have been starting ....rage filled me as i thought of the many countless times i warned her to stay away from the evil manipulative bitch ...she had deceit written all over her rihanna-look-a-like face ...stupid cow.

Abby:

"tell her to talk less to the wrong ppl cos because she is never there she'll be blamed get it..?

i'll call u.."

Was i worried? of course i was i actually thought that she was pulling my finger ...she jokes a lot but even this seemed a bit too far fecthed for her..I'll make her feel better tho when i take her out for a dessert buffet @Crossroads hotel for valentines ill shout her of course abby as well for warning us to stay away before its too late which im deeply grateful for as she is her older sister friend......she doesnt deserve that bitch :X

Cupcake Porn

2009-02-04T17:54:00.004+11:00

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As im delicately munching on my seafood salad ..i wonder at how my life would be like without my siblings . I love them soo much and its amazing HOW similar we really are. Ive been known to …how can I say this make life miserable for anyone who used to bully any of my brother or sisters. Proof of love love further shown by yummy cupcakes from that popular cucake place@ city. With the selection they knew exactly which one id like and bought me some *tear*

It must have cost a fortune as the place is ridicoulously Expensive $$$

They still had to queue up tho! :D

*Whispers behind other cupcakes backs...The favourite*

Umm the Oishii selection included green tea, cookies and cream, vanilla, peanut butter, black forest, lemon meringue, cherry ripe, pinnapple and cocunut, chocolate sundae etc..

I LOVE THEM SO

Why do we drive to the Gym?

2009-02-04T11:53:00.005+11:00

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I’m soo obsessed with the soundtrack of Angus, Thongs and perfect snogging!! Movie is soo cute!
I was up all night downloading it and i will go as far as to say its the best ever LMAO

Soundtrack

1. ~~She's So Lovely - Scouting for Girls~~
~~2. Girls and Boys In Love - The Rumble Strips~~
~~3. The Show - Lenka~~
~~4. Naive - Lily Allen~~
5~~. She's Got You High - Mumm Ra~~
6. Who Needs Love - Razorlight
~~7. Your Song - Kate Walsh~~
8. Mad About the Boy - Ava
~~9. Young Folks - Peter Bjorn and John~~
~~10. Toothpaste Kisses - The Maccabees~~
11. Oh, Atoms - Sugar Mouse
12. Ever Fallen In Love - Stiff Dylans
13. ~~I Found Out - The Pigeon Detectives~~
~~14. In the Morning - The Coral~~
~~15. Pull Shapes - The Pipettes~~
16. ~~Great DJ - The Ting Tings~~
~~17. Ultraviolet - Stiff Dylans~~

The Stiff Dylans FTW!

I crossed out what I already dlded but I can find the other sooongggggggggsss!!

*Whinge Whine Whinge Whine ROFL Meh..*

NOTICE: OMG I am craving Yum Cha soo badly might I add I think ill die.

Ode to the Nice Girls PART 1

2009-02-03T10:51:00.003+11:00

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This rant was written because a nice girl finally snapped.

I've read the tribute to the nice guys; this is my response.

This is my tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is an homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attention. This is for those girls who have been in the trenches, who have watched other girls time and time again fake up and make up and fuck up the guys in their lives without saying a word. This is for the girls who have been there from the beginning and have heard the trite words of advice, from "there are plenty of fish in the sea," to "time heals all wounds." This is to honor those girls who know that guys are just as scared as they are, who know that they deserve better, who are seeking to find it.

This is for the girls who have never been in love, but know that it's an experience that they don't want to miss out on. For the girls who have sought a night with friends and been greeted by a night of catcalling, rude comments and explicit invitations that they'd rather not have experienced. This is for the girls who have spent their weekends sitting on the sidelines of a beer pong tournament or a case race, or playing Florence Nightingale for a vomiting guy friend or a comatose crush, who have received a drunk phone call just before dawn from someone who doesn't care enough to invite them over but is still willing to pass out in their bed. This is for the girls who have left sad song lyrics in their away messages, who have tried to make someone understand through a subliminally appealing profile, who have time and time again dropped their male friend hint after hint after hint only to watch him chase after the first blonde girl in a skirt. This is for the girls who have been told that they're too good or too smart or too pretty, who have been given compliments as a way of breaking off a relationship, who have ever been told they are only wanted as a friend.

This one's for the girls who you can take home to mom, but won't because it's easier to sleep with a whore than foster a relationship; this is for the girls who have been led on by words and kisses and touches, all of which were either only true for the moment, or never real to begin with. This is for the girls who have allowed a guy into their head and heart and bed, only to discover that he's just not ready, he's just not over her, he's just not looking to be tied down; this is for the girls who believe the excuses because it's easier to believe that it's not that they don't want you, it's that they don't want anyone. This is for the girls who have had their hearts broken and their hopes dashed by someone too cavalier to have cared in the first place; this is for the nights spent dissecting every word and syllable and inflection in his speech, for the nights when you've returned home alone, for the nights when you've seen from across the room him leaning a little too close, or standing a little too near, or talking a little too softly for the girl he's with to be a random hookup. This is for the girls who have endured party after party in his presence, finally having realized that it wasn't that he didn't want a relationship: it was that he didn't want you. I honor you for the night his dog died or his grandmother died or his little brother crashed his car and you held him, thinking that if you only comforted him just right, or said the right words, or rubbed his back in the right way then perhaps he'd realize what it was that he already had. This is for the night you realized that it would never happen, and the sunrise you saw the next morning after failing to sleep.

This is for the "I really like you, so let's still be friends" comment after you read more into a situation than he ever intended; this is for never realizing that when you choose friends, you seldom choose those which make you cry yourself to sleep. This is for the hugs you've received from your female friends, for the nights they've reassured you that you are beautiful and intelligent and amazing and loyal and truly worthy of a great guy; this is for the despair you all felt as you sat in the aftermath of your tears, knowing that that night the only companionship you'd have was with a pillow and your teddy bear. This is for the girls who have been used and abused, who have endured what he was giving because at least he was giving something; this is for the stupidity of the nights we've believed that something was better than nothing, though his something was nothing we'd have ever wanted. This is for the girls who have been satisified with too little and who have learned never to expect anything more: for the girls who don't think that they deserve more, because they've been conditioned for so long to accept the scraps thrown to them by guys.

This is what I don't understand. Men sit and question and whine that girls are only attracted to the mean guys, the guys who berate them and belittle them and don't appreciate them and don't want them; who use them for sex and think of little else than where their next conquest will be made. Men complain that they never meet nice girls, girls who are genuinely interested and compelling, who are intelligent and sweet and smart and beautiful; men despair that no good women want to share in their lives, that girls play mindgames, that girls love to keep them hanging. Yet, men, I ask you: were you to meet one of these genuinely interested, thrillingly compelling, interesting and intelligent and sweet and beautiful and smart girls, were you to give her your number and wait for her to call... and if you were to receive a call from her the next day and she, in her truthful, loyal, intelligent and straightforward nice girl fashion, were to tell you that she finds you intriguing and attractive and interesting and worth her time and perhaps material from which she could fashion a boyfriend, would you or would you not immediately call your friends to tell them of the "stalker chick" you'd met the night prior, who called you and wore her heart on her sleeve and told the truth? And would you, or would you not, refuse to make plans with her, speak with her, see her again, and once again return to the bar or club or party scene and search once more for this "nice girl" who you just cannot seem to find? Because therein lies the truth, guys: we nice girls are everywhere. But you're not looking for a nice girl. You're not looking for someone genuinely interested in your intermural basketball game, or your anatomy midterm grade, or that argument you keep having with your father; you're looking for a quick fix, a night when you can pretend to have a connection with another human being which is just as disposable as the condom you were using during it.

So don't say you're on the lookout for nice girls, guys, when you pass us up on every step you take. Sometimes we go undercover; sometimes we go in disguise: sometimes when that girl in the low cut shirt or the too tight miniskirt won't answer your catcalls, sometimes you're looking at a nice girl in whore's clothing - - we might say we like the attention, we might blush and giggle and turn back to our friends, but we're all thinking the same thing: "This isn't me. Tomorrow morning, I'll be wearing a teeshirt and flannel shorts, I'll have slept alone and I'll be making my hungover best friend breakfast. See through the disguise. See me." You never do. Why? Because you only see the exterior, you only see the slutty girl who welcomes those advances. You don't want the nice girl.. so don't say you're looking for a relationship: relationships take time and energy and intent, three things we're willing to extend - - but in return, we're looking for compassion and loyalty and trust, three things you never seem willing to express. Maybe nice guys finish last, but in the race they're running they're chasing after the whores and the sluts and the easy-targets... the nice girls are waiting at the finish line with water and towels and a congradulatory hug (and yes, if she's a nice girl and she likes you, the sweatiness probably won't matter), hoping against hope that maybe you'll realize that they're the ones that you want at the end of that silly race.

So maybe it won't last forever. Maybe some of those guys in that race will turn in their running shoes and make their way to the concession stand where we're waiting; however, until that happens, we still have each other, that silly race to watch, and all the chocolate we can eat (because what's a concession stand at a race without some chocolate?)

Sometimes the nice girl gets sick of waiting...

Real Friends

2009-02-02T12:20:00.013+11:00

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"Whoever says Friendship is easy has obviously never had a true friend!" - Bronwyn Polson

"Friendship is like a violin; the music may stop now and then, but the strings will last forever." - Unknown

I've been spending the majority of this, the second day of Febuary, just thinking on some things. Strengths, weaknesses, the past, the future and all those little odds and ends in between. The common joy and problem in my life, unfortunately seems to be the people that I call friends. Some of them I'll never regret being friends with. Most of them in fact helped me through the toughest times in my teenage life. But when it comes right down to it. A good 75% of my high school friends are total jerks now. It hurts to think that but in all honesty it's true. The people that has promised to always be there seemed to have been the liars, with only a few acceptions. Who'd of thunk that after all the crap we all went through that I could be so easily replaceable. But I guess that's how life is. I just have to forget it and move on with MY life. We'll always be friends/civil to each other. But i'm not going to waste time trying to be somewhere I'm not wanted.

It's not like I don't have any fantastic friends. Truthfully the people I'm the closest to now are the greatest friends I could have ever dreamed up. New years eve and most of the days following have shown me who's always going to be true to me and I thank every star in the sky that I mean as much to them as they mean to me. I would be lost without them and they all know who they are cause I make it known to them all the time just how much they've made my life better.

In all seriousness, Thank you. And Im pretty satisfied with all my heart.

"When it hurts to look back and your scared to look ahead you can look beside you and your best friend will be there." - Unknown

Oh, did i mention that i was maried?
No? Oh how could it have slipped my mind?
His name's Alex.
Amd that's all you need to know homewrecker :D.

Currently Watching Vampire Knight and i totally ditched Edward Cullen for Kaname-Senpai :p

I’m a walking relationship disaster. PART 1

2009-01-29T11:01:00.004+11:00

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PART 1

All my life I HAVE NEVER been commited to anything…my longest lasted diet to about a month with VERY satisfying results…emphasis on very…umm lets see my longest faze with a guy was oh average three months in which I didn’t even like him at all but was secretly flattered that he asked me out…..of course the fact that at the athletes carnival the week before he competed with his shirt off ( and let me say best bod of the yr ) had nothing to do with it………………Oh who am I kidding it had absolutely EVERYTHING to do with why I was with him……at first it was all fun and games nothinh serious …until he wanted to meet my parents…….WHAO I was like “ you’re kidding right?” and he was all casual “ well I think its time I met them…..”

I have to break this off was my first thought… immediately. Guys will NEVER EVER BLEVER understand the mind of my dad….He will fckin literally take that guy and castrate him on the street with his own hands I might add and leave him out there to die….plus the guy being white..( well half white anyway but still a white boy lols) Oh I cannot even imagine the consequences..He thinks anyone who is any other nationality other than somali is naturally inferior in mind & heart…..which I think is ridiculous seeing as my uncle <- his own brother..marrried a blue eyed blonde hair woman and they have two beautiful kids and are completely and utterly in love.

So I broke it off with the guy…….badly might I add.

Ex: Umm, hey I was wondering if you wanted to go beach with the guys and me tomorrow.I can pick you up yea.?

Okay if you knew me at all you would realise there was Two things wrong with this situation.

1. Me at the beach with a bunch of guys was Never going to work…I have a huge complex about being surrounded by guys with me being the only girl .. Friends or whichever….i feel awkward and out of place and naturally self concious which I hate above the most…

2. Picking me up at my place was a very bad idea. I remember when my sister got dropped off work by work mates ( guys…one very cute one :D) and my dad went OFF like britney spears at her comeback MTV concert…..Badly.

Me: *sigh* Yeaaaaaaaaaa look, I don’t think it going to work.

Of course the fact that he went psycho and pucnhed the window of his car didn’t help and that he started smoking and practically never came to Bio which was ‘Our’ class ….his friends who were girls naturally hated me and though I was leading him on.

Oh btw did I meantion that I HAD the hugest crush on his close friend micheal?. Micheal. Micheal Micheal. Micheal. Micheal Oh Micheal was maltese & had like godly status at our school soo delicously good looking but me being with the girls on the wall….

( Oh, our school totally had seating arangments for different cliques sort of like mean girls…Popualr girls on the front steps…popular guys on seats right near the canteen ….rebelious losers out the back…nerds ( hey.. I hate using the word because I am a nerd…but not at school ..or maybe I was…..i dunno) next to the library….and everyone else who was normal on the brick wall…This only lasted from Year 7-10 after that when we were all seniors our brick wall gladly accepted everyone because of the smaller numbers.)

Anyway back to micheal so yea did I mention I had super bad eyesight? And of course it being high school I totally avoided wearing glasses and didn’t have enough money to buy contacts LMAO

So when everyone on the brickwall would mention how hot micheal was id be like squinting at the guys area across trying to see him properly lols which of course was to no avail.

But when I started to go out with T.M I began to sit over there and one day I was there in the morning waiting for T.M to arrive sitting bored…filing my nails ahha when I felt the pressure on the seat next to me ….i thought it was T.M because he’s usually the first one to some in his group.[.<- oldest and he had his license..:p ]

“Hey Bab-” OMG I stopped as my eyes layed upon perfection. I AM NOT KIDDING. He had the most smoothest chiseled face…Like I mean this was fcking high school right? Everyone had pimples..except me. ..ahha my parents had smooth skin when they were younger so I was naturallly blessed with good genes.

So it was kinda freaky seeing NO pimples on a guy …oh and his HAIR was to die for I just wanted to ruffle my fingers through it all day long…*sigh* I think I was drooling for a while but what do you expect…I was in shock for crisssakes…

He just turned and looked at me with his sexy smoldering eyes and simply went “hey, isnt T.M here yet?..i got something to tell him”

Im like stammering “huh?—ohh umm nah no- not yet” so nervously ahaah oh my high school days…

So from then on I started to turn up randomly and if micheal was away id be bored and leave …oh btw this silly faze lasted about three weeks when I realised what an up himself overly self confidant and like all good looking guys guys he Knew he WAS good looking…but unlike cute Anthony from Year 7 who EVERYGIRL had a crush on was a complete jerk until he moved to Queensland…micheal with all his sexy flaws wasn’t a jerk. He was respectful and considerate and nice…

I mean once I was talking to him and we were engaged in a pretty intense debate when he suddenly got up and stood up. Naturally, I thought he was stretching his legs being a footy player and couldn’t handle sitting down for long periods of time. But oh how was I wrong. He was still talking to me but was a bit disracted and was peering at something behind me.

A Huge Window.

That’s right. He was checking himself out in the mirror.Fixing his collar.His hair. Plus what made it worse was that he started to complain about how his ran out of hair products and he Had to use his sisters…

UGH.what a turn off. I mean at least T.M was manly. I mean don’t get me wrong I think metro guys are really something but Please don’t talk about what you do. Like if a guy waxes his legs is good sign but when he starts to talk about his leg waxing routine.its time to go.

Look out for PART II!

Going through dead bodies for a job?

2009-01-28T10:56:00.005+11:00

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Fuck Fuck why me? Im soo stupid…..even finally after I got into Uni I still stuff things up…. After much deliberation I decided to change my uni preferences to Medical science because they still have vacancies it’ll still be UTS so tippy toppy BAD NEWS I left enrolling too late now and that means that all the good timetables will be filled up L I mean even if I still go through with my acceptance of Forensic Biology NOW I most likely will have to attend a few night classes ARRRRRGHH I mean this is exactly what happened to my friend while she was Thailand happily eating large platefuls of Pad Thai covered in scrumptious omelette…and she was meant to be enrolling at the time lol so naturally through proxy she got her sister to enrol for her but was stuck with pretty crappy schedules I MEAN SHE HAS A 6-HOUR BREAK between one of her classes for god’s sake lols I cannot handle that I couldn’t even handle 3-Hour breaks ..but as the Japanese say “Shogan Nai, ne?” Too bad well that’s life…..Oh why change forensic biology to medical science you say?

After much thinking I looked up what forensic biology actually entails and that’s a heck load of physics ….while medicine is more focused on the biology and chemistry aspects…plus the highest paid job you get is going through dead bodies 24/7 ( look below)…. Id prefer to be going through ALIVE humans trying to save their life thank you very much!

( Medical Examiner - The highest pay but you have to be able to handle cutting up dead bodies, 7+ years of college and uncertain work hours. Although there are routine protocols, the ingenious ways people kill people create sufficient variety to combat boredom and provide a problem-solving challenge. The medical examiner usually requires a medical degree. Select a residency that provides a forensic emphasis. A chemistry or biology degree at the undergraduate level is a good major. If at FSU, you should take the crime detection & investigation course as one of your undergraduate electives as you will not have an opportunity for this course at medical school. The Orange County Medical Examiner's web site gives more information on the services of the medical examiner. )

Damn you Pav! Lols after talking to you on the phone last night hahaa I COULD NOT get Tae yang out of my mind so I decided to upload some pics of him that I found ( naturally in my sister’s folder ahhahahaha)

SCREAAAAAAAAAMMMMM

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Where the wild roses grow?

2009-01-25T17:04:00.008+11:00

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Think back six months ago, were you single?

LoL I Don’t have to think back

Who can you blame for your bad mood today?
Im not in a bad mood.

Are you wasting too much time on a certain boy or girl?
Nope

What do you prefer skittles or starbursts?
Starbursts

How was your New Years day?
Quiet and peaceful

How are you feeling right now?
Lost..but content

What are you listening to?
Circus-Britney Spears

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
IDK

Are you a big fan of snowstorms or thunderstorms?
Never seen a snowstorm but im not a huge fan of thunderstorms

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Yes..NEVER have never wil

Were you happy when you woke up today?
Yeah

Do you believe anything is perfect?
No

How do you vent anger?
I keep it to myself. Then I take it out on ppl closest to me. :(

Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
Always

Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Yes

Are you over your past?
Yeah...but it still haunts me sometimes...

Are you a jealous person?
Not really

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
No

Do you currently hate someone?
No

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
Why is it so early :p

What were you doing at 12:30ish this after noon?
Chillin

What will you name your son?
I like Talon or Keylan

Who was the last person you texted?
Ayan

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Countless times-> I read Harry Potter 7 in one day.

If you could move to America would you?
No

What do you have to do tomorrow?
Nothing but I'm gonna hang with friends

What were you doing at 9 this morning?
Getting ready for the day

What is the last thing you said out loud?
I was laughing out loud

What are you looking forward to?
Marking this as my first University Year :D

Think a lot before you sleep?
Always

Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren't?
Constantly

How's your heart?
Very Open

What are you doing now?
Talking to someone

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
Yeah

What time did you go to bed last night?
Don't remember..my sleep schedule shifted again

Will next Friday be a good one?
I think so :)

When was the last time something bothered you?
Today

Done anyhing illegal in the past month?
No

What were you doing when the Ball dropped?
On my way to sleep

Do you miss anyone?
Yes-> My mum….

Decode my thoughts...

2009-01-23T10:44:00.009+11:00

10.54 A.M

"Creativity is allowing yourself to make mistakes. Art is knowing which ones to keep." -Scott Adams

Once again i will repeat the miracle that is " My Acceptance to UTS"

Finished reading Breaking Dawn and heres what i thought..of some of the parts in the book.
Too Harsh?

I think that Steph Meyers is great….genius Even.

Twilight is f-amazing

Yup seriously

First, The reason why Meyer gave for Edward getting Bella getting pregnant is crap

NEXT, If he’s not living in the first place how can he produce something that can make Bella pregnant?

Amazing so now she can actually have Renesmee ( And talk about a God Awful Name BTW)

No to Mention

In one the books Edward ate a slice of pizza!!

So tell me Steph, If he can’t digest the pizza and ( assuming) doesn’t go do his business

Where the hell did that pizza go?

Must be rotting in him .

Awful.

Final Book AKA Breaking Dawn …..don’t even bring that up…

80% of the book is dedicated to Bella fighting and training for an Epic battle which

Oh yea NEVER HAPPENS.

Volturi:So Let me get this straight..NOT an immortal child?

Bella & Gang: (collectively) Nope

Volturi: My Bad…Well we’ll just be on our way then …

END STORY.

WTF STEPH WTF???

Oh yea and if I hear the words ‘Dazzling’, ‘Beautiful’ & ‘Perfect’ one more time (in relation to Edward)

I. WILL. SCREAM.

So I’ve decided that the Twilight Series is suitable for readers who don’t need to think much ( in other words)14 yr old nimnuts.

Forensic-Biologist to be :D

2009-01-22T16:01:00.006+11:00

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4.48 Pm
Looks Like Obama and me were both saitisfied hehe

Got accepted into UTS !! Yeeaaaaaaaaaa not lets just hope for me not to get distracted by all the major hotties on campus lmao

Stupid Sydney and UNSW its not my fault i was born in 89 not 88 & 87 like i need to be to be accpeted in ur snobby institute :p

CALENDER:

Orientation:
Tuesday, 17 , 2009
9.30 A.m

Enrolment: ( in person)
27, January, 2009
1.30 P.m

City Campus Tour:
20, Febuary ,2009
1.00 P.m

Il be studying Forensics and so i'll be busy busy but hopefully not to busy not to blog..
Look at my outline arrrggggggghhhhhh ( rips more hair out haha) its crazy really scientific based

Year 1
Autumn semester
65111 Chemistry 1		6cp
91161 Cell Biology and Genetics		6cp
Select one of the following:		6cp
68101 Foundations of Physics	6cp
68041 Physical Aspects of Nature	6cp
33116 Statistical Design and Analysis		6cp
Spring semester
91400 Human Anatomy and Physiology		6cp
65212 Chemistry 2		6cp
91123 Biocomplexity		6cp
65242 Principles of Forensic Science		6cp

SCREECHES * eeeeep* Help me ahahha but bro is gunna help me with all his textbooks :D
He does Biomedical Science ...So it should be fine * takes a deep breath*

Spoilt myself by buying a new phone ahahahah $$$ but oh so worth it :D
Unlocking it was a bitch but i figured it out hahaha

Now.....a new MP3 remainssssss......hehehe

Anyway i'll post the pics i took while i was walking a few days ago i only
just managed to upload it cuz blogger was being wierd hhehe

Here's My Photography

Don't follow my footsteps, I run into walls

2009-01-21T14:58:00.008+11:00

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Well at 9P.M i find out what UNI i got accepted to Online
I could wait until thurs for the letter
But i cant.
LOLS
So wish me luck guys ( fingers crossed)
Hopefully i get into my second preference
Wierd wish you say? why dont i get into my first one?
Well me being stuupid would rather get into my second one but knowing the UAC system
Im sure i'll get into the first one GREAT but ill change the prefernece anyways after
Main round.....interesting Sushi Hub from Cabra->C-town...
Drat Should have gone city with Ayan and ferry to take pictures drat
Stupid dumb blogger wont let me upload pics arrghhh rips hair out
So close to finishing Claymore up to Ep 22-25........
Trying to also get into Darker Than Black but a bit confusing hhhheeee
So Hotttttt.....
But wait
Sun's Gone.....
Bit windy perhaps.....
Nope Back again ...Pity ( Damn This) Shakes Fist....
Oooo someone's here...
YEA Ayan bought me Japanese Green Tea and not the Oiishi kind :D

(If carrots got you drunk.....rabbits would be fucked up)

I'm on a natural high since you.
Drugged. Possessed.
I'd take any medication if it will take away every feeling I'm scared of.
I'd get drunk repeatedly until I get unconscious.
Devoid of all my senses.
Numb from all the pain.
Anestisized from everything.
Is this how death feels?

OMG I LOVE DECODE-PARAMORE

Photography....a profession?

2009-01-20T12:13:00.009+11:00

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Temporarily Out of Order:

in a physical-sense.....

Cheers: to an uncanny past. but, Here lies a poisonless future.

"X" has marked the spot.
[Only, no furthering (consistantly justified) ellipsis shall come hereafter]

This is as direct
as I have become

12.18 P.M

So Angry that my phone was no where to be found ><
Snapped a few pics while i was walking home...Enjoy!

Blogger's not letting me upload so il do it l8ter..XD

OMG im soo addicted to Lady GaGa- Papparzi

Quote:
A bitter sweet rush
that, my vampire kiss.
Indulgence
he's my brown eyed temptation...

Chinese New Year

2009-01-19T13:46:00.003+11:00

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Current Plans
Although Indefinite

CALENDER 2009

January 31- Chinatown Lion Dances through Haymarket
Have Yum Cha as well tee hee

Febuary 1- Chinese New Year Twilight Parade
Followed by fireworks at Cockle Bay....
500 Dancers, musicians and martial artists from China's Henan Province....oooohh.

Febuary 7- Dragon Boat Races @ Darling Harbour
Largest Event of the Festival ....hmm close to pancakes ahha

As well as all this i really wanted to go to the Sydney China Film festival :(
I missed the Japanese one ( Fury) so i won't miss this one.
Determination :D

(Sydney China Film Festival is Sydney's only festival devoted entirely to Chinese cinema. This inaugural Festival will feature eighteen of the latest commercial films and art films from Mainland China and Hong Kong.)

Decided on two Films to watch either Gun of Mercy

The Winds of September

GUN OF MERCY

The film highlights the life-and-death choice of three scattered prisoners and one policeman during the course of dislocation. The retired prison guard Lao Ma takes up a mission of escorting three disobedient prisoners for dislocation on the eve of attack from a catastrophic flood. Among the three prisoners, one is a murderer sentenced to death penalty; one is an embezzler with huge sum of assets sheltered outside; and still another is a hardened thief to be released soon upon completion of his sentence. On their way, they plunge into the extremity of death when confronted with natural disasters such as hill slide, flood and viper attack as well as man-made twists.

THE WINDS OF SEPTEMBER

1996, during the time of the tragic Taiwan baseball scandal, the story follows Yen and Tang and their gang of friends through the last year of their high school life. From chasing girls after school, midnight skinny dipping at the school pool to supporting their favorite baseball team, the China Times Eagles, they did everything together, with Yen being their leader.

One night, because of an accident and the carelessness of the other boys, Yen falls into a coma and everything starts falling apart. With guilt hovering over the other boys, conflicts surface, but Yen is not there to resolve them. Tang, not wanting to lose another friend, tries his best to become Yen, but to no avail, it only resulted in more aggression and hatred. Like the scandalous China Times Eagles’ final fate, their friendship ended, never to return.

Which one??? Arggghhh

Decide for me